心碎

此刻

心已碎了~

我真的

不要了

不想了

算了吧

=(

此刻的心情

你的呼吸还有你的声音

你的呼吸穿过身体 我来不及反应
你的声音躲在耳里 让我生病
谢谢你给的让我沉迷 让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候拉不住眼睛

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊 都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你 只是也许

你的叹息散落一地 让我歇斯底里
靠得太近 一不小心 弄伤自己
谢谢你给的让我沉迷 让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候舍不得离去

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密

我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密

我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

It's Complicated

Everything is Complicated~!

=)

Mood

Working Stuff

Assignments

and Others

make me

Feduppppp~!

=(

Don't You Wanna Stay by Jason Aldean and Kelly Clarkson

I really hate to let this moment go, touching your skin and your hair falling slow,
When a goodbye kiss, feels like this

(chorus)
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Let's take it slow I don't want to move to fast,
I Don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last,

When your off this cab, It's a sad goodbye.......

[chorus]
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Oh yeah!!!
Oh it feels so perfect baby..
Don't you wanna stay here a little while..

[chorus]
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
Don't you wanna hold each other tight,
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight,
Don't you wanna stay here a little while,
We can make forever feel this way,
Don't you wanna stay

Don't you wanna stay.....
Yeah Yeah Yeahhh
Yeah Yeah Yeahhh

Love the song, Love the rhythm... <3

心情

平静的心情终于回来了

好享受这种感觉

没有任何烦恼

没有任何顾虑

在功课和考试来临前

好好地度过这美好的星期天

不受任何干扰

*peace*

麻木

碰了 看了 也听了 很多事情

一件又一件

令人不如意 失望的事

慢慢地 转变成麻木

现在

真的真的

麻木

了

无话可说

真的是无话可说~！！

突然间 我发现自己真的好笨！

突然觉得这个世界真的好阴险

仿佛生活在娱乐圈内

每个人都在掩饰自己真正的一面

每个人都有资格得到金马奖影帝影后

表面看起来像真的一样 其实暗地里藏了不可告人的秘密

越相信一样东西 只会让你失望越大 甚至对那样东西失去信任

我以为同样的事情不会再发生

怎知道事情不但再发生

还变本加厉

好想与世隔绝

我宁愿生活在一个人的世界

得到永远的安宁与平静

无题

最近还满忙的。。

上个星期，工作完后的第二天，就赶回家乡去。。

为了出席我公公的笑丧
（ 笑丧就是喜丧贝。一般过了80岁死去的老人，

我们都称之为喜丧，就是后人或亲戚朋友不必哭泣流泪。）

我公公已经九十六岁了。。

听说根据习俗，要加多五岁。。。

那就代表我公公已经一百零一岁了

这件事发生得太突然了

我和家人在家乡逗留了四天。。

令我难已忘怀的是第一天我们到那儿的时候以及举殡那天

因为这是我第一次参加家人的丧礼

所以觉得满好奇的

抵达那天，我看见当我老爸看到公公的时候

他的眼睛红红湿湿的。。

我第一次看见我老爸要哭的样子。。

那晚，我们发现阿公流眼泪

可能他知道我们都回来了

期间，我还用webcam让身在澳洲的表姐能看到现场的情况

还满搞笑的

因为我拿着电脑在丧礼上走来走去

而举殡那天，还蛮多仪式的。。

令我印象深刻的是，

我的小姑哭得最厉害

其实我们都不能哭

这会让公公不放心地走

在火化场时，我们以念经的方式送别我公公

当那扇门关的时候，很多人哭了

哭得最厉害也是我小姑。。。

我以为能看着那棺木烧的

但却没有。。。有点失望。。:(

现在已经凌晨了，就是星期四

也是我阿公的头七

早上，我大伯会到火化场把我公公迁移至庙堂去。。。

其实我还蛮想去的，但却不能。。。

还有，我还记得师父的一句话

就是百无禁忌。。哈哈。。。

所以当天举殡回家后，

我和朋友去了庆祝中秋节

也不算是庆祝，只是去玩玩而已

也玩不到什么。。因为他们差不多玩完了

只是点了孔明灯

写了全家安康四个字

过后觉得非常累就匆匆忙忙离开了。。。

最后还是想说

~永远怀念我的阿公~

Holidays~

It's holidays now..

but I feel that the life become more boring..

how come like that??

My working shifts also become less in this holidays..

but it's should be more and more

If not,how I can settle my expenses in this holidays.aikss..

In this holidays, I thought that something interesting will happen..

but all burnt...

so dissapointed~

but one is my hair not more "rumput" already~~hahaha~XINJ~remember it..hohoho

my mum praised me that my hair look nice..woowoow~~XD

p/s: She less to praise people.

but infront look little weird...>.<

Going to Broga Hill this Thursday morning~

hope that it won't raining anymore...*pray* >.<

*Peace*

男女平等

首先，
这篇文章可能会得罪到很多人，
如果你不喜欢就别看。。。
看了，就不要意见多多~
这只是讲出我的心声。。。
很多人都认为
无论是什么，男朋友帮女朋友付钱是天经地义的。。
但我却不认为这样
不是每件事都要男朋友付钱
难道男朋友赚钱不辛苦吗
女朋友自己有赚钱，也应该付出一点吧。。
我最讨厌就是某些女子跟男朋友去逛街
然后暗示他喜欢某样东西
就代表要男朋友买给她。。
拜托~自己喜欢的东西，自己出钱买啦~
没钱就别买~
p/s：那样东西还满贵的~
我有一位朋友
我承认我对他的女朋友的印象不是很好 （打从第一次见面）
因为她对我来讲还满拽的
我只能说我朋友太伟大了~
一天不懂来回约 30km 多少次~
很好意识的是，
男朋友跟朋友聚会时，
突然间，叫男朋友放工后，去载她回家~
她要知道男朋友的朋友的感受是什么吗~
也要知道那段路程还满遥远的
那之前呢
放工怎样回家的！
女生也要自立一点~
只能说爱情真伟大啊~~！

Many many many things happened~

Need to say that really have a long period didn't update my blog...

Due to many reasons...

Especially my laptop was sent for repairing and my busy school life too..

Although now still have one paper to go, means still in exam period

but i need to say out what I done in these few months..

First is..

Lee Hom came to Malaysia for promote his new movie and new album...

I still remember that last year I missed the chance to go his music concert

because someone tarik me went to Penang

So...this time I won't to miss the chance dy

but I tarik my jimui ,fishball to go...thanks so much to her la...

a lot of people already waited at there in the early morning..

study WPD while waiting...

the stage

leehom's fans club

Myfm's DJ

LEEHOM~

Take 2

Signing~signing~

GOT IT~

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Next is

Sure the final exam let all of us feel so stress and

can't sleep well too..

Lately, someone was change a lot...

change due to some reasons..

I know that it will become such results which I expect before..

I know that there are no U turn...

Just only let it be~

Hope that someone is really did that his/her wants...

Recently

Long time didn't update my blog...

Since last month until now,

many things happened

such as my friends' birthdays and me too

Even there are happiness

but also sadness too..

I have to face many problems in the same period

It's make me felt very tired

until get insomnia that i never get before....><

And now,

the problems have been solved

and

it's getting better and better..

I hope that it can maintain the current state

and will not be changed ever

*Peace*

Result

Woohoo~~!!

Finally the result was out~~~~

I get shocked when I saw my result~

I wondered that was that my result?

or I signed wrongly to other's account..

But I see it clearly again...

It's my name..really~~!

Is Full A~~First time I get all A...

Is unbelievable that I can get it...

So happy~~~

And congraz to all my friends who get Full A also

XD

Happy Mother's Day

Last Sunday was Mother's Day

Due to my Mommy was busy on Sunday

so we decide to celebrate it on Saturday

We went to Kiku-Zakura japanese cuisine and bistro

which is located in Midvalley, 3rd floor..

It's just beside GSC cinema

My sister had book a VIP room for us

The room charged us RM20

~~~~

Daddy busy to order his meal~~

Our lovely and leng mummy~~

Brother and I

Mommy, brother and I

My set meal (Bento)

But I forgot what name called~~=.=

Tasty~~!

Yummy~~

Sister,Mommy, Brother and Daddy

Talking~~Chit Chat~~

Their funny motion~~

Crazy of us tried to act same pose with the picture..zzZ

Is time to pay bill~~

(RM 364.55)

Our boss~~~brother~~

~~~~

After dinner, wanna to go The Cave for second round

which is located at SS2 there

but when we reached there,

oh~~my god~~

it was 'zat lap' jor~~

my mum have missed the chance to try their coffee..

and I have just visited the restaurant once only

I never try the food but just drinks only~~

Arenaa De Luxe Hotel

When I looking for hotels

I found a hotel which is attracting me so much

That is Arenaa De Luxe Hotel

which is located at Melaka town

It's just behind of St. John Fort hill

It is the newest hotel in Melaka

the hotel promotes individuality and personal,

hence a big difference from the usual big chain hotels

It follows the Boutique Hotel concept,

a concept where furnitures are decorated in

themed, stylish and aspirational manner

Delicate motives and contemporary designs items

were used to decorate the place

Facilities:

~High Speed Internet (unlimited usage)

~WIFI in lobby and lounge

~DVD Player

~Electronic Safe

~Astro Channels

~Complimentary Coffee & Tea

~Mini Fridge (except presidential suite)

~Jacuzzi Shower

~Bathroom Scale

~Cigar Corner and Mini Gym

Lobby of the hotel

Presidential Suite

Room_Deluxe Double

Room_Family Suite

Toilet of the rooms

I like the toilet's design so much and the room too!!


So, while you're there and wonder where to stay,

check this hotel out

It's the good choice for you to stay..

JoB

I was so surprised this afternoon

because the principal of the nursery center called me

She asked me to work start from next Monday

and explained that she was outstation last week

so can't calling me

Therefore, I'm not FAILED and REJECTED

Yeah~~!! I got a job in my holidays

I will not boring in my holidays

KEKE~~~!!

22 April 2010@ Wings MusiCafe

Went to Puchong

AIM: searching for food

but the the shop that we wanna to eat is closed

so that we went to opposite of the shop :

Wings MusiCafe

which is located at Bandar Puteri

The food and drinks are quite expensive

but the taste is not bad

we ordered a set of Vietnam style of chicken chop and two drinks

Iced Sour Plum and ChocoLove

Vietnam Chicken Chop

Chocolate Icecream with cherry

❤Holiday❤

After two weeks of examination

finally, the holiday is started

I'm going to decide what to do and where to go

I don't want to spend nothing in my holidays~

but now I only can do is watch drama, online, play games and SLEEP

and also

hang out with my gangs

Oh! Gosh!

What the holiday it is~~!!

I need a job as my pocket money

Last Tuesday, I went to interview to become a part time of nursery teacher

After the interview, the principal of the nursery center said that

She will call me within this two days

But I keep on to wait for her call

At last, she didn't call me also

That's mean I FAILED and REJECTED

so dissapointed~~

o(╥﹏╥)o

Power Failure

with flashlight

without flashlight

(took picture when boring)

Yesterday midnight, when I wanna continue my IEC revision

suddenly, one sound "pluck"

whole house became darkness

but not only my house, the whole area too

Keep on waiting for the power restore

but waiting until almost 2am, the power also not yet restored

Went to sleep until 4am something

Then, awake because of the mosquitoes keep on to bite me...iisshhh ︶︹︺

Finally, the power restored at 5am sharp

Live in the darkness for 5 hours

Rabbit candle from peiyee since standard six

Celebration

Last sunday, went to celebration of new born baby for 12 month

Cheeyong's brother's daughter (12 month)

Unknown baby

She was looking at me that time

Acting cute

Cutie Looking serious

喜欢和爱的区别

人世间有种情感叫 "喜欢" , 另一种叫 "爱"

爱是他在的时候, 眼睛里只有他一人； 他不在的时候， 一切都带有他的影子。

喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起他，　想象他现在做什么，心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖，却从不主动给他打电话。几分钟后，注意力有重新被书中的情节吸引！

爱是在寂寞的时候，思念如潮水般涌来，手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班，吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己。

喜欢是和他谈论问题争得面红耳赤，各不相让，在他面前像个刺猬一样从不认输, 但在心里却已暗暗佩服他的见地他的才华。

爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通，他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪。在他面前，自己是从不设防的。

喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信，告诉他这边的天气很好，然后把手机关掉，独自在异地疯玩一个星期，晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他的面前吓他一跳。 (本人觉得很无聊==)


爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。


喜欢是他出差前简单的道一声“一路平安”，看着他离去的背影，心中有一点不舍，却什么也不说，只是默默等待他归来的消息。


爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满 衣服和食物，在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开。并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。


喜欢是在受伤时候，不想让他看到自己脆弱的一面，在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉，转过头依然是一副快乐坚强的模样。


爱是受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。


喜欢是和他周末逛街逛累了一起吃肯德基；是在寒冷的冬天和他抢一杯热咖啡；是和他并肩走在街上中间始终隔着半米的距离；是陪他一起在电脑前打游戏；两个人笑的像个孩子。


爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡里续上热水；是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；是在他旁边安静着坐着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。


喜欢是听他讲自己童年的趣事，然后哈哈大笑，心中涌起一阵莫名的感动。


爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人。


喜欢是在楼道里碰上他，愉快的和他打声招呼，再简单寒暄几句，擦肩而过的时候看见了窗外明媚的阳光，心情无端好了起来。


爱是在楼道看见了他，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情，但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼。


喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过，心里有一点点疼，但很快冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸。

爱是输不起的游戏，付出全部后，留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕。

喜欢一个人是想要他是自己的，所以，可以喜欢很多人，想要很多人都是自己的。

爱是明明离不开他，却要不得不放弃他，因为他要的幸福，也许我给不了。

不敢霸占他，希望看他找到幸福，即使那份幸福不是跟我分享的。

喜欢是，希望寂寞的时候，无聊的时候，伤感的时候，找个人说说话。

爱是，在任何时候都想跟他分享，快乐的时候甚至希望把所有快乐都给了他。是他在的时候，眼睛里只有他一人；他不在的时候，一切都带有他的影子。

FOM paper + Movie ( Ice Kacang Puppy Love)

Keke~~

Finally my blog is updated

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Today just over FOM paper

l hunch is that I will not get my result I want

I am a bit disappointed

because I didn't do well in my test

When doing my paper, my brain was empty

I had been forgot a lot of sub points

AiikksssS~~~

SAD

o(╥﹏╥)o

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After the paper

went to Cineleisure,the Curve to watch movie

"Ice Kacang Puppy Love"

with

cc, yl, sueann, py and mk

Four Single of us

became white colour of light bulbs

because we was wearing white colour t-shirts ('cold') ◕｡◕

The movie's director is 'Mr.Cow' from local

Is quite nice and funny

Especially Gary Chaw with his idiot acts

and also

Fish Leong keep on to drink Barley Ais in the movie

She did not have any dialogues

and just shout "Oooiii" when calling botak,ah cow

After movie,

went back to yl's house to take back car

Today is freaking HOTT~~!!

although is midnight now

I'm still sweating~~!! =.=

Oh Gosh!

Please raining faster~!!

❤